Do you ever just sit back and look in awe at how far you've come? I'm sitting here in a space I have never been in and never honestly thought I'd be. I know I have further to go, more to do, to accomplish but what I have done so far kinda takes my breath away, to be frank about it.
Yes, I still have moments when I panic and think oh my god what in the actual fuck have I done. I have learned to stop in those moments and breath, center myself and remember where I have been. Some days its a process - I refuse to apologize for how I heal and the time frame in which I do so. I am on my time frame. Coming back from where I was is not an overnight process - not if you actually do the work and become better for it.
I am building my own foundation, one not built on lies, sweet promises and insecurities. This way, that foundation is solid sturdy and real. Honestly, all we really have is ourselves. You have to know how to pick yourself back up, console yourself and move forward. Others may walk with us but no one can walk for us.
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